I Am Amply Satisfied
I rejoiced greatly in the Lord that at
last you renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you were concerned, but you had
no opportunity to show it. I am not saying this because
I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.
I know
what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned
the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or
hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him
who gives me strength.
Yet it was good of you to share in my troubles. Moreover, as you Philippians know, in the early days of your
acquaintance with the gospel, when I set out from Macedonia, not one church
shared with me in the matter of giving and receiving, except you only;
for even
when I was in Thessalonica, you sent me aid more than once when I was in need.
Not that
I desire your gifts; what I desire is that more be credited to your account.
I have
received full payment and have more than enough. I am amply supplied, now that
I have received from Epaphroditus the gifts you sent. They are a fragrant
offering, an acceptable sacrifice, pleasing to God. And my God will
meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:10-19
Sometimes
I suspect my cat Heathcliff suffers from a bad case of FOMO (fear of missing
out). When I come home with groceries, Heathcliff rushes over to inspect the
contents. When I’m chopping vegetables, he stands up on his back paws peering
at the produce and begging me to share. But when I actually give
Heathcliff whatever’s caught his fancy, he quickly loses interest, walking away
with an air of bored resentment.
But
it’d be hypocritical for me to be hard on my little buddy. He reflects a bit of
my own insatiable hunger for more, my assumption that “now” is never enough.
According
to Paul, contentment isn’t natural—it’s learned (Philippians 4:11). On our
own, we desperately pursue whatever we think will satisfy, moving on to the
next thing the minute we realize it won’t. Other times, our discontent takes
the form of anxiously shielding ourselves from any and all suspected threats.
Ironically,
sometimes it takes experiencing what we’d feared the most in order to stumble
into real joy. Having experienced much of the worst life has to offer, Paul
could testify firsthand to “the secret” of true contentment (vv. 11–12)—the
mysterious reality that as we lift up to God our longings for wholeness, we
experience unexplainable peace (vv. 6–7), carried ever deeper into the depths
of Christ’s power, beauty, and grace.
How have you experienced mysterious peace
when you least expected it? What desperate longings or fears might you need to lift up to God?
Father, help me to surrender my
attempts to secure my own happiness in exchange for embracing the gift of each
moment with You.
Our Daily Bread – February 29, 2020