“I Am Too Ashamed And Disgraced, My God”
Then,
at the evening sacrifice, I rose from my self-abasement, with my tunic and
cloak torn, and fell on my knees with my hands spread out to the Lord my God and prayed:
“I
am too ashamed and disgraced, my God, to lift up my face to you, because our
sins are higher than our heads and our guilt has reached to the heavens. From
the days of our ancestors until now, our guilt has been great. Because of our
sins, we and our kings and our priests have been subjected to the sword and
captivity, to pillage and humiliation at the hand of foreign kings, as it is
today.
“But now, for a brief moment, the Lord our God has been gracious in leaving
us a remnant and giving us a firm place in his sanctuary, and so our God gives
light to our eyes and a little relief in our bondage. Though
we are slaves, our God has not forsaken us in our bondage. He has shown us
kindness in the sight of the kings of Persia: He has granted us new life to
rebuild the house of our God and repair its ruins, and he has given us a wall
of protection in Judah and Jerusalem.
Ezra 9:5-9
At
times we find that we alone have survived something, and we don’t know why.
Soldiers coming home from combat and patients who’ve survived a
life-threatening illness struggle to know why they survived a life-threatening
illness struggle to know why they survived when others did not.
The
Old Testament speaks of a remnant of Israelites whom God spared when the nation
was sent into exile. The remnant preserved God’s law and later rebuilt the
temple.
If
we stand where others have fallen, it’s to raise our hands to heaven in praise
and to spread our arms as shade for the weary. The Lord enables us to be a tree
of rest for others.
Hope can be ignited by a spark of encouragement.
Our Daily Bread – May 2, 2014